bad mood makes your grammar sucks

One day you flipped that switch
and you became an old stranger to me
I've tried to understand you but the feeling,
as i realized it from the start,
is just not the same
I knew what you wanted, so i let go
And you didn't know what i wanted,
and you will never know
You're free and happy now
As always when i couldn't keep my eyes on you.

Alepak

mending sakit tp ada triktir daripada sehat gaada triktir

lebih ndolop maneh nek sakit gaono triktir, trus sakitnya grgr triktir lakyo duh muleho maren mir

aduh iyo random abis soale onok tugase bunda dan jek buntu men iki wes jam setengah rolas bengi yoopo prasamu

sesuk kimia lomba sisan

laper sisan

gurung intuk simcard sisan

kere sisan

sing paling suwedih yo forever alone sisan

mbolos enak yo mblo turu nang omah

yawes dadah aku kate topo sek gae sambutan e bunda huftek

repost from kainno

*I want a boy.
A bad boy, but a bad boy with a soft side. 
A boy who will make me laugh.
A boy who will let me play with his hair. 
A boy who will stop and wait for me in the hall; take my hand; and walk me two classes away.
A boy who will tell me he loves me when I get to school. 
A boy who will never be ashamed of me.
A boy who would go to something even though he doesnt want to; just to see me. 
A boy who will run his fingers through my hair. 
A boy who would take the long way to class and be late just to see me for 30 seconds. 
A boy who would stay after school with me just to walk around and talk.
A boy that can free style for me. 
A boy that would look me in the eyes and sing me something random but sweet.*
'A boy that acts normal around anyone. 
A boy who would tell a girl that he had a girlfriend. 
A boy who would make out in the rain with me.
A boy who would lay under the stars and tell me stories as I lay my head on his chest. 
A boy who would wait for me outside the bathroom.
A boy who would come up behind me; take my hands; and lay his head on my shoulder so I can put mine on his.
A boy who lets me pay for some thing’s. 
A boy who would do something special for me if I were having a bad day.
A boy who would write on "Happy Birthday" on a chalkboard in one of my classes on my birthday.
A boy who would take someone's cell phone; go into the bathroom and call me if I wasnt in school; and find out where I was.'
*A boy who would tell me things through my friends. 
A boy who yells my name from across the hall.
A boy who would meet me at my locker every morning and at dismissal.
A boy who would beat another guys a$$ if they were messing with me. 
A boy who would buy me 25 cent rings from gumball machines. 
A boy who would call me at 3am and ask me what I was doing; and tell me he was thinking about me. 
A boy who would go to the mall with me and we'd make fun of people. 
A boy who would go places with me and my friends even though he'd be the only guy. 
A boy who would laugh at me when I get a detention; only because he's sitting there next to me for the same reason.* 
'A boy who would help me with my homework; even though he doesn’t know it either. 
A boy who would pick out a song that made him think of me. 
A boy who likes some of my music; and I would like some of his; even though we both in the first place hated it; but now love it cause they like it. 
A boy who would help me if I was having problems at home. 
A boy who would take the blame for me being late.
A boy who would pin me against a wall and kiss me.
A boy who would take me to the movies and see a stupid kid movie; just so we can sit in the back and make out.
A boy who makes his friends jealous of me because he talks about me so much.
A boy who lets me take pictures of him at embarrassing times. 
A boy who would pretty much do anything for me.'

I WANT THOSE THINGS TOO LIKE OMFGOMFGG except the makinout scenes yaaaa, i'm eew-ing them-_- and the 'would buy me 25 cent rings from gumball machines.' part is the sweetest i think.<3333
by the way i highlighted a sentence up there.. and i was laughing+kinda wept *huhu i wish i'm a stable and realistic girl* when i looked at it. it reminds me of his promise haha even if it sounds like a weird thingy, it makes sense for me. but now i've got someone who's more jovial (is it too lame if i can call him loveable), exciting than you. yeah i know those scenes sounds perfect but what we've planned sometimes won't work perfectly like we dreamed it. what we're doing now, is the other way to find a funnier and happier ending instead. haaa i don't know what to say, time to go back to MAKALAH TIK!!!gluck myself, c u arond reader(s) xoxo><

I should be studying now but i'm not haha

hi, it has been 2yrs now, even more. so how's life? yeah may be you're not gonna realize, you won't pay attention.
for God's sake, geeeeez i missed you a lot. why did i use verb2... that's right i'm still missin ya crazy huh haha okay it seems like i'm drunk.
it's really 99x frustating i stalked our convos and well.. that moments could be much much better than it used to... do you get what i mean?*i do not know what i am talking 'bout even i do not know if my grammar is right/wrong lol.*
you're still the same, but i was a stupid hypochondriac that i mistreated you so much. like, it's unbearable. i shud be right there knowing yor problems etcetc but i wasn't. and. it's. not. cool.
i'm abso-bloody-lutely want to break down the time, save our rltnshp or whateva but i..........just can not.
yeah i'm a forever hypochondriac.
why did i use that word so often haha
even if you do something wrong, i don't mind. I. Don't. Even. Mind. even you chose her as your partner, that's okay............ha i'm totally lying.
now i'm like 'b*****tch you stole him get a life w/ another one don't disturb us please bye i watch you k'
no haha not really. she's perfect for you. and you're perfect for her. and that's the problem.
don't you realize that you made us tormented, yeah i use word 'us' because it's not only me who's missing you, and that's sucks.
i'm getting melancholic now.
should stop this.
okay imma gettin my socio papers.
p.s: sorry for wrong grammars.
p.s.s: i can not explain how much i miss this person
p.s.s.s: it seems like my world stucks on him
p.s.s.s.s: he turned me to be a hypochondriac. again. sorry.

mbolang

jadi ceritanya mau cerita tentang ceritanya yg cerita mbolang tgl 17 hari sabtu lalu. yak memang rodok telat seh.

paginya, trimurti kls 10 yg cewek jam 8 ada renang di marina, habis itu diajak ijah nonton bareng anak englishcompetition di tp. pertamanya masih galau piyepiye ngono dikarenakan diku tidak kenal anak english competition kecuali rakha nico ijah kann. yawes muter marina dulu cari makan sama nikita kibil jeka nita menyet ijah. karena duitnya kibil tinggal 22rb maka kami sudah nongkrong depan solaria secara disana paling murah. tapi apadaya solaria belum buka dan mbak pelayannya masih pake maskara depan kaca solaria *ini serius.*

muter2, ada mcd dunkin hoka2bento dll tapi kibil masih gorong moveon dr solaria, sementara insiya, anak englishcompetition yg mau nganterin diku dan ijah sdh sms ngajak berangkat. yawes akhirnya ijah mira jeka nita ke tp, kibil menyet mangan dan nikita kita tinggal di mcd.:')

akhirnya ke tp itu numpang mobilnya insiya dianterin beynya *ini gatau tulisannya bener apa ngga* itu pokoknya abangnya insiya. duh orang india panggilannya memang cucah2 dehyaw.. jadi didepan itu ada insiya dan abang, dibelakang ijah-mira-nita-jeka yg ndusel2 kegeden bokong. terus kita stalking2 *anu* sama *anu* sama *anu* sama *anu* hihihi emang kita stalker pro ya cyin. trs beynya insiya pas di basra itu mau belok kanan ke trimurti, pdhl mau ke tp kan aslinya.........ihi beynya ngelamunin aku ihi ihi.

sampe tp langsung cus xxi, kan xxi belom buka tapi antriannya sdh kyk antri aqua di maluku, beta mandi su dekat:") ternyata ini grgr breaking dawn....ebuset. akhirnya kita rapat di foodcourt *ea* sambil nunggu nico rakha wan gita reggy ino. jeka cabut ke mamanya, soalnya mau jalan2 di tp sama emaknya. nico rakha dtg, gita ndak ikut ternyata. yawes tinggal wan ino reggy. nunggu wan iku suuuuuuuuuuuuwi puls terus teko2 wan iku rai bayek-ga-bersalah-tolong-jangan-bunuh-diku z. dan ternyata ino gaikut, dan kita ninggal reggy karena kesuwen ngets. trs wan yg baru dtg iku langsung ngomong "eh nonton breaking dawn yuk" eh astagaaaaa kudu diapakno wan iki hiks wes ngerti antriane heavy metal koyok ngono njaluk matek.

yawes akhirnya krn sudah bela2in ke tp harus nontoooon jadi kita survei ke twentyone. trus akhirnya arek2 memutuskan utk nonton breaking dawn. ababil sekali.......... alhamdulillah ketemu diandra x8 di antrian tiket, langsung anak 7 nebeng tiket semua nang diandra=)) acian cekayi:') trs kita buru2 masuk bioskop karena filmnya sdh maen. pas masuk itu bellanya lagi teriak2 ke edward gitu lakyo.......awkward. kemudian, kita dapet row paling depan, 4 di tengah dan 4 dikanan. ditengah itu sdh ada insiya diandra, aku sama ijah langsung lungguh sebelahnya. di kanan anak cowok nico rakha wan. eh tapi kok kurang......ternyata nita kebagian sebelahe wan dan nita hanya kenal anak cowok yg rakha. yawes tukar tempat sama ijah karena ijah MAU KESEMPATAN SAMA WAN=))))

sepanjang film, mijong menahan sesuatu yaitu hiv (hasrat ingin vivis) sampek tarik2 kerudungnya nita karena habis overdosis minum orenji-___- jadituh kalo ada dialog pasti aku sama nita nyambung2in tentang viviz, contohnya bella bilang 'aku tahu kamu ingin..' kita berdua ngomong 'viviz!' edward bilang 'ya, sebentar lagi aku akan...' 'viviz!' dan yg superlol adlh ketika ada dialog yg 'aku telah menunggu 1500tahun untuk.....' iku sebelum ngomong viviz aku mbek nita wes ngggggguwuyu sampek di-shh in orang=)) jadi intinya ka;o bioskop ngguyu, nita sama  mira gak ngguyu tapi kalo penonton diem nita sama mira ngguyu.

trs kan di breakingdawn itukan ceritanya mau perang, aro baca pikirannya alice, alice kan bisa ngeramal jadi ceritanya nanti volturi kalah trs aro matek blabla ngono lah. itu adegannya stg jam, trus aro ne wedi, gasido perang. iku aku mbek nita seng podo2 kebelet iku akhire ngempet 'juwancccccck' pdhl waktu aronya mati kita sdh siap2 nyangklong tas-keluar-ke toilet. ya jadi sisa filmnya yg kayak renesmee terbang kita komen 'halah di tutur tinular ada kok' trs waktu bella edward ngobrol kita bilang 'aku yo isok ngobrol koyok ngono ayo ndang bubar film e ndang vivis' pas onok gunung disyuting iku kene langsung komentar 'cek opo gunung disoting he gaero ta seng ndontok iki katene vivis doh' dll-_-

dan pas film kelar, lampu nyala redup2, nita langsung lari ke exit, diliatin sakbioskop. yawes aku yo melok mlayu=))) setelah dari toilet menyelesaikan hajat mulia anugrah dari Yang Maha Kuasa, langsung ke foodcourt dikarenakan anak2 sdh kesitu semua. pas pesen makanan, ketemu indra=)))) indranya takpukuli pdhl dia lagi antri trs nenek2 antrian blkg langsung rai shock:') indra tak suruh pesen makanan sama nganterin makanannya ke mejaku ngehehe. pokoknya di foodcourt itu sindir2 *kalo diceritain disini pasti gaada yg ngerti* teriak2 sampe dipelototin orang buwanyak. yg sesuatu itu pas nico bilang ke aku 'kamu dulu kls 6 apa se?' 'lo aku dulu sekelas sm kamu yoopo se' trs wan nyeletuk 'nic nic masa sekelas gak inget' trus tbtb kepikiran mancing wan yg anak riau. langsung taklanjutin 'lo aku kan dulu pindahan PEKANBARU' dengan kata pknbr setengah teriak gitu.

wan itu yg lagi sante makan langsung ndelolok dengan mata bunder ser tuajem nang aku 'loh kamu anak pekanbaru??????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????' gaknyante gitu.*iki sakjane seng ganyante aku ta wan* wuhu gotcha kenak pancingan:)) 'iya hehe' 'dulu kamu sd mana?' 'sdn 001.....' 'LOH SAMA PEK!!!!!!!!!!!!' dan dhuwarrrrrrrr satu meja meledak ketawa sambil teriak2 sampe diliatin orang. bener2 ganyangka ketemu anak hangtuah pekanbaru, tp ketemunya di surabaya, dobol banget gaksee=)))

ya habis makan langsung turun, karena gatau mau ngapain akhirnya 8 orang berwajah tidak meyakinkan+tidak berduit+urakan+kayak wak mis tekad2an ke point break. di point break ngeliatin nita skate topi sama sepatunya *anu* :') tapi habis itu mira ditelpon kak acit, sdh dijemput, yowes, pamitan sama anak2 eh ijah nita ikutan karena mau cari taksi juga. pas pamitan wan lgsg bilang 'atiati ya jah' terus aku nita teriak 'LOH YG DIGITUIN MEK IJAH TOK CIYEEEEE' dan lgsg kejar2an:')

trs pas otw depannya sogo kan ijah tbtb kebelet, minta ditemenin-_-pdhl kak acit sdh marah2 nunggu depan tp. aku sudah nyeret anak 2 kedepan sogo tapi krn kuatan ijah akhirnya kita diseret balik ke kamar mandi, kita disuruh nungguin. supaya gak ditinggal ijah nyita sepatuku dibawa kedalem bilik kmr mandi hiks jadi nyeker-_- habis itu lgsg lari ke sogo anak 2 taktinggal lgsg masuk mobil:)) pas dimobil itu sdh lega mbatin 'akhirnya bisa tidur juga...' dan ternyata papa ngajak ke delta sampe jam 10 malem z-__________- intinya it was a tiring and silly day, but well, i had a good time and perfect moments w/ my friends, rite?;)

"Temanku"

ngaaaaaaaa aaa a. jadi ceritanya bhs indonesia ada tgs suruh mendeskripsikan teman gitu. vina deskripsi tntg mira, maaf ya kalo tulisannya vina cacat-_- beberapa memang teyi tetapi mira tetap mencintai vina apa adanya kok:))

'Teman sebangku saya bernama Almira Hanifa, ia sosok pelajar wanita yang menggunakan kerudung di setiap saat. Berkulit sawo matang manis, berbadan tinggi *ALHAMDU?LILLAH*. Kalau ke sekolah selalu memakai tas Billabong warna pink dan bersepatu hitam fantofel. Berangkat sekolah menggunakan kendaraan  beroda empat *btw iki isok bemo isok mobil pribadi yo*.

Setiap masuk sekolah dan pulang sekolah keadaan wajah dan hatinya selalu bergembira dan ceria, sehingga teman-teman yang lainnya suka bergaul dan gampang bergaul dengan dia. Tetapi ketika ia mendengar sebuah kata PR atau ulangan, raut muka dan hatinya langsung berbeda, seakan hal tersebut adalah hal yang paling menyebalkan. Sosok anak yang cerdas dan pintar, tetapi dia adalah anak yang pemalas, hehehe._. *-_-*

Terkadang kelakuannya sangat-sangat tidak bisa dibaca oleh temannya sendiri, sehingga teman-temannya selalu tertawa terbahak-bahak melihatnya. Anaknya suka sama makanan*iki sopo seng gaseneng cobak*, tapi susah makan nasi. Makan nasi paling cuma 2-3 suap. Suka sekali dengan air putih. Kalau bilang terimakasih mesti memakai bahasa arab. Kadang-kadang bijaksana *ngaaaaaaa aaaa ngefly sek*. Dia anak yang apa adanya. Suka sekali sama olahraga berenang, kalau udah berenang pasti langsung renang dari ujung kolam ke ujung kolam yang lainnya.

Dia tidak pernah memperlihatkan kesedihannya*nyoh triktir deloken iki*. Suka bermacam-macam lagu aneh dari berbagai belahan dunia mana saja. Kalau dia punya kesamaan sama temannya ia langsung memeluk atau memberikan tanda kedekatan itu.*aku sisan yo gangerti maksute opo* Memiliki bercandaan yang sangat-sangat mencegekkan *looooool mencegekkan iku onok a nang b.indo:))*  temannya sendiri, yaitu berkata 'O' di saat temannya berbincang, berkata, curhat panjang kepada dia. Yang jelas dia punya hati yang baik^^'

I'm still alive ha-ha

So......
hi.

it takes too long rite? i mean, mira sudah jarang buka buka blog. apa ini, tulisannya aneh semua-_-
buat nyumpel nyumpel supaya keliatan penuh blognya, mira mau cerita ha-ha

kalau misalnya kita dihadapkan pada sesuatu (and we have to do it) yang menurut L susah gituya, terus L nya minder gitu ya, i thought... it would be named like.. loser minded. sakeet seh, tapi yoiki seng genah.

dan sebenarnya spensix sama sma beda poool.
ya mira tau dari sd ke smp juga rada freaking out juga, sd kalo mat salah 1 anak2 udah protes, lah ini smp kalo ga remid langsung brb ikut dhuha jamaah di sekolah saking senengnaya. *iya, memang ini alay.*
apalagi spensix kkmnya gila gilaan, bukannya apa loh ya._. dan katanya pelajaran unas taun ini yg kelas h sama i itu kkmnya 90. benergak sih?W a W. *koprol*

di sma ituya..kebanyakan kalo dijelasin ga ngerti. hiks. hiks.
dan yg autis itu bisa diitung dengan jari.
ga kyk teman2 smp yg dijelasin sekali langsung ngerti.
bahkan waktu kelas 7(mira masih inget lho btw) nandani pernah bilang 'enak ya di sini anak2nya pinter semua kalo cerita tentang aneh2 kayak kejadian alam, gitu anak2nya ngerti. di sdku mah plonga plongo semua'
ga kyk dulu smp saingan nilai soalnya prestasi podo kabeeh, nilai rata2 beda koma sudah turun berapa rank itu-_-
ga kyk dulu semuanya ngautis. ga terkecuali. enuff said.

walau disini merasa sudah bersyukur karena kalo beneran masuk negeri pasti nilai tambah hancur tercincang cincang, tapi disini mira ngerasa kurang berkembang. ga ada tantangan. ga ada soal di luar expectation like maam ayu did or every teacher did. mira masih stuck di cara pengajaran smp malahan. ya i knew that sma harus lebih mandiri tapi tau sendiri mira males dan suka bosan. yang ga bosan cuma sama kasur.

katanya pak sas, orang pintar minum tolak angin.(?) salah, kata beliau, orang pintar beradaptasi rata2 3 bulan. ini sudah 3 bulan masuk sma tapi 1 bulan katanya pak sas ga diitung soalnya ikut puasa, libur teruus=))

pokoknya harus undangan!!!!! dan kalo rank paralel sppnya bisa gratis 1 semester lho hiks mauuuuu:"")

btw tadi ngeliat blognya dira sama brijit and that's what i'm talking about! maksudnya, ga ada anak sma nya mira yg cara berpikirnya kyk mereka. lebih tepatnya, satu pemikiran sama mira. sama teman2nya  mira. sama pigeonku jayadiku betasondeku.

so, let it flow ae lah~~ *gayamu mir*
oyasuminasai,

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