I'm still alive ha-ha

So......
hi.

it takes too long rite? i mean, mira sudah jarang buka buka blog. apa ini, tulisannya aneh semua-_-
buat nyumpel nyumpel supaya keliatan penuh blognya, mira mau cerita ha-ha

kalau misalnya kita dihadapkan pada sesuatu (and we have to do it) yang menurut L susah gituya, terus L nya minder gitu ya, i thought... it would be named like.. loser minded. sakeet seh, tapi yoiki seng genah.

dan sebenarnya spensix sama sma beda poool.
ya mira tau dari sd ke smp juga rada freaking out juga, sd kalo mat salah 1 anak2 udah protes, lah ini smp kalo ga remid langsung brb ikut dhuha jamaah di sekolah saking senengnaya. *iya, memang ini alay.*
apalagi spensix kkmnya gila gilaan, bukannya apa loh ya._. dan katanya pelajaran unas taun ini yg kelas h sama i itu kkmnya 90. benergak sih?W a W. *koprol*

di sma ituya..kebanyakan kalo dijelasin ga ngerti. hiks. hiks.
dan yg autis itu bisa diitung dengan jari.
ga kyk teman2 smp yg dijelasin sekali langsung ngerti.
bahkan waktu kelas 7(mira masih inget lho btw) nandani pernah bilang 'enak ya di sini anak2nya pinter semua kalo cerita tentang aneh2 kayak kejadian alam, gitu anak2nya ngerti. di sdku mah plonga plongo semua'
ga kyk dulu smp saingan nilai soalnya prestasi podo kabeeh, nilai rata2 beda koma sudah turun berapa rank itu-_-
ga kyk dulu semuanya ngautis. ga terkecuali. enuff said.

walau disini merasa sudah bersyukur karena kalo beneran masuk negeri pasti nilai tambah hancur tercincang cincang, tapi disini mira ngerasa kurang berkembang. ga ada tantangan. ga ada soal di luar expectation like maam ayu did or every teacher did. mira masih stuck di cara pengajaran smp malahan. ya i knew that sma harus lebih mandiri tapi tau sendiri mira males dan suka bosan. yang ga bosan cuma sama kasur.

katanya pak sas, orang pintar minum tolak angin.(?) salah, kata beliau, orang pintar beradaptasi rata2 3 bulan. ini sudah 3 bulan masuk sma tapi 1 bulan katanya pak sas ga diitung soalnya ikut puasa, libur teruus=))

pokoknya harus undangan!!!!! dan kalo rank paralel sppnya bisa gratis 1 semester lho hiks mauuuuu:"")

btw tadi ngeliat blognya dira sama brijit and that's what i'm talking about! maksudnya, ga ada anak sma nya mira yg cara berpikirnya kyk mereka. lebih tepatnya, satu pemikiran sama mira. sama teman2nya  mira. sama pigeonku jayadiku betasondeku.

so, let it flow ae lah~~ *gayamu mir*
oyasuminasai,

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idgaf about my grammar.

Well, i have tried.
I trace the lines and obey the rules, now.
I knew i'll give up on a point, but i didn't know that..this, is the time.
I thought you've filled or days with laughters.
But they've warned us that tears will bring back our scars, destroying the happiness we built.
Today you can't restart the game that you played, your own game you made when you said 'This is gonna be sooooooo fun!'

Ha.

Exactly, you've fooled me without any sign, undeniable.
Soon you'll come back to me and say,'How do you do?' like the first time that we met.
I wish i never met you so i'll never forget how to be brave and strong.
And if you read this then you'll say,
'I don't believe in bullsh**',
but this is what happened to me.

So,
Hi world and the facts, i have to stand up and realize what fate that is coming to me.
:)

a jerk(especially in writing),
me:) (:

However,

I'll be pretending that i'm quite okay to face it. I'll sit in a corner and you'll laugh with your friends. With people who can understand you, people who mean a lot to you. Mind my attitude, sorry. I know this is unbearable but did you know how it feeld when you got nothing to hold on and the whole world blames you without any reason?

P.S.: sorry if my grammar sucks.
P.S.S:i'm serious.