One day you flipped that switch
and you became an old stranger to me
I've tried to understand you but the feeling,
as i realized it from the start,
is just not the same
I knew what you wanted, so i let go
And you didn't know what i wanted,
and you will never know
You're free and happy now
As always when i couldn't keep my eyes on you.
Kamis, 12 September 2013
Jumat, 26 Juli 2013
Alepak
mending sakit tp ada triktir daripada sehat gaada triktir
lebih ndolop maneh nek sakit gaono triktir, trus sakitnya grgr triktir lakyo duh muleho maren mir
aduh iyo random abis soale onok tugase bunda dan jek buntu men iki wes jam setengah rolas bengi yoopo prasamu
sesuk kimia lomba sisan
laper sisan
gurung intuk simcard sisan
kere sisan
sing paling suwedih yo forever alone sisan
mbolos enak yo mblo turu nang omah
yawes dadah aku kate topo sek gae sambutan e bunda huftek
Senin, 01 April 2013
repost from kainno
*I want a boy.
A bad boy, but a bad boy with a soft side.
A boy who will make me laugh.
A boy who will let me play with his hair.
A boy who will stop and wait for me in the hall; take my hand; and walk me two classes away.
A boy who will tell me he loves me when I get to school.
A boy who will never be ashamed of me.
A boy who would go to something even though he doesnt want to; just to see me.
A boy who will run his fingers through my hair.
A boy who would take the long way to class and be late just to see me for 30 seconds.
A boy who would stay after school with me just to walk around and talk.
A boy that can free style for me.
A boy that would look me in the eyes and sing me something random but sweet.*
'A boy that acts normal around anyone.
A boy who would tell a girl that he had a girlfriend.
A boy who would make out in the rain with me.
A boy who would lay under the stars and tell me stories as I lay my head on his chest.
A boy who would wait for me outside the bathroom.
A boy who would come up behind me; take my hands; and lay his head on my shoulder so I can put mine on his.
A boy who lets me pay for some thing’s.
A boy who would do something special for me if I were having a bad day.
A boy who would write on "Happy Birthday" on a chalkboard in one of my classes on my birthday.
A boy who would take someone's cell phone; go into the bathroom and call me if I wasnt in school; and find out where I was.'
*A boy who would tell me things through my friends.
A boy who yells my name from across the hall.
A boy who would meet me at my locker every morning and at dismissal.
A boy who would beat another guys a$$ if they were messing with me.
A boy who would buy me 25 cent rings from gumball machines.
A boy who would call me at 3am and ask me what I was doing; and tell me he was thinking about me.
A boy who would go to the mall with me and we'd make fun of people.
A boy who would go places with me and my friends even though he'd be the only guy.
A boy who would laugh at me when I get a detention; only because he's sitting there next to me for the same reason.*
'A boy who would help me with my homework; even though he doesn’t know it either.
A boy who would pick out a song that made him think of me.
A boy who likes some of my music; and I would like some of his; even though we both in the first place hated it; but now love it cause they like it.
A boy who would help me if I was having problems at home.
A boy who would take the blame for me being late.
A boy who would pin me against a wall and kiss me.
A boy who would take me to the movies and see a stupid kid movie; just so we can sit in the back and make out.
A boy who makes his friends jealous of me because he talks about me so much.
A boy who lets me take pictures of him at embarrassing times.
A boy who would pretty much do anything for me.'
I WANT THOSE THINGS TOO LIKE OMFGOMFGG except the makinout scenes yaaaa, i'm eew-ing them-_- and the 'would buy me 25 cent rings from gumball machines.' part is the sweetest i think.<3333
by the way i highlighted a sentence up there.. and i was laughing+kinda wept *huhu i wish i'm a stable and realistic girl* when i looked at it. it reminds me of his promise haha even if it sounds like a weird thingy, it makes sense for me. but now i've got someone who's more jovial (is it too lame if i can call him loveable), exciting than you. yeah i know those scenes sounds perfect but what we've planned sometimes won't work perfectly like we dreamed it. what we're doing now, is the other way to find a funnier and happier ending instead. haaa i don't know what to say, time to go back to MAKALAH TIK!!!gluck myself, c u arond reader(s) xoxo><
A bad boy, but a bad boy with a soft side.
A boy who will make me laugh.
A boy who will let me play with his hair.
A boy who will stop and wait for me in the hall; take my hand; and walk me two classes away.
A boy who will tell me he loves me when I get to school.
A boy who will never be ashamed of me.
A boy who would go to something even though he doesnt want to; just to see me.
A boy who will run his fingers through my hair.
A boy who would take the long way to class and be late just to see me for 30 seconds.
A boy who would stay after school with me just to walk around and talk.
A boy that can free style for me.
A boy that would look me in the eyes and sing me something random but sweet.*
'A boy that acts normal around anyone.
A boy who would tell a girl that he had a girlfriend.
A boy who would make out in the rain with me.
A boy who would lay under the stars and tell me stories as I lay my head on his chest.
A boy who would wait for me outside the bathroom.
A boy who would come up behind me; take my hands; and lay his head on my shoulder so I can put mine on his.
A boy who lets me pay for some thing’s.
A boy who would do something special for me if I were having a bad day.
A boy who would write on "Happy Birthday" on a chalkboard in one of my classes on my birthday.
A boy who would take someone's cell phone; go into the bathroom and call me if I wasnt in school; and find out where I was.'
*A boy who would tell me things through my friends.
A boy who yells my name from across the hall.
A boy who would meet me at my locker every morning and at dismissal.
A boy who would beat another guys a$$ if they were messing with me.
A boy who would buy me 25 cent rings from gumball machines.
A boy who would call me at 3am and ask me what I was doing; and tell me he was thinking about me.
A boy who would go to the mall with me and we'd make fun of people.
A boy who would go places with me and my friends even though he'd be the only guy.
A boy who would laugh at me when I get a detention; only because he's sitting there next to me for the same reason.*
'A boy who would help me with my homework; even though he doesn’t know it either.
A boy who would pick out a song that made him think of me.
A boy who likes some of my music; and I would like some of his; even though we both in the first place hated it; but now love it cause they like it.
A boy who would help me if I was having problems at home.
A boy who would take the blame for me being late.
A boy who would pin me against a wall and kiss me.
A boy who would take me to the movies and see a stupid kid movie; just so we can sit in the back and make out.
A boy who makes his friends jealous of me because he talks about me so much.
A boy who lets me take pictures of him at embarrassing times.
A boy who would pretty much do anything for me.'
I WANT THOSE THINGS TOO LIKE OMFGOMFGG except the makinout scenes yaaaa, i'm eew-ing them-_- and the 'would buy me 25 cent rings from gumball machines.' part is the sweetest i think.<3333
by the way i highlighted a sentence up there.. and i was laughing+kinda wept *huhu i wish i'm a stable and realistic girl* when i looked at it. it reminds me of his promise haha even if it sounds like a weird thingy, it makes sense for me. but now i've got someone who's more jovial (is it too lame if i can call him loveable), exciting than you. yeah i know those scenes sounds perfect but what we've planned sometimes won't work perfectly like we dreamed it. what we're doing now, is the other way to find a funnier and happier ending instead. haaa i don't know what to say, time to go back to MAKALAH TIK!!!gluck myself, c u arond reader(s) xoxo><
Jumat, 01 Maret 2013
I should be studying now but i'm not haha
hi, it has been 2yrs now, even more. so how's life? yeah may be you're not gonna realize, you won't pay attention.
for God's sake, geeeeez i missed you a lot. why did i use verb2... that's right i'm still missin ya crazy huh haha okay it seems like i'm drunk.
it's really 99x frustating i stalked our convos and well.. that moments could be much much better than it used to... do you get what i mean?*i do not know what i am talking 'bout even i do not know if my grammar is right/wrong lol.*
you're still the same, but i was a stupid hypochondriac that i mistreated you so much. like, it's unbearable. i shud be right there knowing yor problems etcetc but i wasn't. and. it's. not. cool.
i'm abso-bloody-lutely want to break down the time, save our rltnshp or whateva but i..........just can not.
yeah i'm a forever hypochondriac.
why did i use that word so often haha
even if you do something wrong, i don't mind. I. Don't. Even. Mind. even you chose her as your partner, that's okay............ha i'm totally lying.
now i'm like 'b*****tch you stole him get a life w/ another one don't disturb us please bye i watch you k'
no haha not really. she's perfect for you. and you're perfect for her. and that's the problem.
don't you realize that you made us tormented, yeah i use word 'us' because it's not only me who's missing you, and that's sucks.
i'm getting melancholic now.
should stop this.
okay imma gettin my socio papers.
p.s: sorry for wrong grammars.
p.s.s: i can not explain how much i miss this person
p.s.s.s: it seems like my world stucks on him
p.s.s.s.s: he turned me to be a hypochondriac. again. sorry.
for God's sake, geeeeez i missed you a lot. why did i use verb2... that's right i'm still missin ya crazy huh haha okay it seems like i'm drunk.
it's really 99x frustating i stalked our convos and well.. that moments could be much much better than it used to... do you get what i mean?*i do not know what i am talking 'bout even i do not know if my grammar is right/wrong lol.*
you're still the same, but i was a stupid hypochondriac that i mistreated you so much. like, it's unbearable. i shud be right there knowing yor problems etcetc but i wasn't. and. it's. not. cool.
i'm abso-bloody-lutely want to break down the time, save our rltnshp or whateva but i..........just can not.
yeah i'm a forever hypochondriac.
why did i use that word so often haha
even if you do something wrong, i don't mind. I. Don't. Even. Mind. even you chose her as your partner, that's okay............ha i'm totally lying.
now i'm like 'b*****tch you stole him get a life w/ another one don't disturb us please bye i watch you k'
no haha not really. she's perfect for you. and you're perfect for her. and that's the problem.
don't you realize that you made us tormented, yeah i use word 'us' because it's not only me who's missing you, and that's sucks.
i'm getting melancholic now.
should stop this.
okay imma gettin my socio papers.
p.s: sorry for wrong grammars.
p.s.s: i can not explain how much i miss this person
p.s.s.s: it seems like my world stucks on him
p.s.s.s.s: he turned me to be a hypochondriac. again. sorry.
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